The seed of doubt has been planted, and you seem unable to dig it out. The roots have started to grow, have wrapped themselves around your heart. They tighten every time you take a step backward. Every time you think of moving forward, your breath gets a little easier, the grip on your heart gets a little looser.
Maybe you could starve the seed, plunge yourself into darkness until it’s dead. But what would become of you in that darkness?
Maybe you need to accept this seed of doubt, and listen to what it’s trying to tell you. But will its grip on you ever ease completely?
You had a vision of your life, of how it would all turn out. You see that path ahead. On the surface, it looks very easy to travel. It looks familiar. It looks safe.
But that path feels full of thorny stems, and gnarly roots. You would have to drag them along with you as you travel. You are not sure how long you would last.
There has to be another path, but it’s a path you can’t even see.
You can feel it though. It feels like jumping off a cliff. It feels terrifying, thrilling and completely foreign. It feels free. You would need an enormous amount of confidence to travel this path.
You can’t travel it blindly though. At least you don’t want to. Maybe you have to?
The seed of doubt doesn’t seem to want to leave you alone. It has grown and wrapped its roots around your heart for a reason.
You just can’t let it grow within you, because it will tear you apart in time.
You must listen.
You must learn.
You must be strong.
Seeds of doubt get planted when you stop being truthful.
Be truthful. In the end, the truthful path, however rocky and twisty and turny it may be, is the only one you should choose.
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